Escape From What?

(Quest)
I’m numb cause of a broken soul
It’s Kind of like a bums toe when he walks through the snow.
It feels like I’m trapped wit nowhere to go
Even though I'm not captive and free to roam, I don’t feel at home.
I’m all alone plus I’m out of place,
like a man of the human race on the Planet of the Ape's.
I’m Trying to escape, cause I cant seem to relate
to anybody with a human face.
and maybe it’s just me going crazy,
None the less that’s the way I’m feeling lately.
I look in the sky on dark nights
When its pitch black wit just a sprinkle of starlight.
I’m just trying to get my thoughts together
and I hope this depression don't last forever because...
I don’t want to live my life feeling confined,
Especially if it’s all in my mind.

(Quest Chorus)
I’m trying to get myself right
I don’t want to go insane but I just might
and hopefully it’s just a phase that I’m going through
cause at the moment I just really don’t know what to do.

(Quest)
Yo I’m trying to find a reason for feeling the way I'm feeling,
Stuck in one spot but what’s stopping me from leaving?
It's only me that’s holding me hostage
I only see four walls inclosing my spirit
I don’t know what I need.
For me to have enough strength to take control of me,
I don’t know much but I know this ain't how it’s supposed to be.
I’m having trouble with people getting too close to me
and recently I cant even express my thoughts openly.

(Silentuch)
Hopefully the "Why" will surface eye to eye
as it nurses the will to master getting by.
Disaster strikes when night come sly so at night
Remember what you learned in light.
No heart demons run when the sun comes bright
Like a bully turn punk when prey turns to fight
Son, were clay that can mold the whole day
or let a cold day break us and crumble away.

(Silentuch Chorus)
You got to get yourself right
You don’t want to go insane but you just might
Hopefully it’s just a phase that you’re going through
Its just life but you can’t let it get to you.

(Silentuch)
Yo Quest , I couldn’t take it memories created,
my face is covering thoughts I truly hated.
Debated suicide, marked down and dated the day with a forty
and the reason I gave it.
Soon after, laughter brought death excited
faster gas gathered fumes were invited.
Blinking eyelids open slow and I live
cause my heart wouldn't take the steps my dad did.

(Quest)
Damn kid that shit is heavy, here I am on the ledge
ready to take another step but you wouldn’t let me.
Maybe I’m not as alone as I though
and I guess I’m not the only one who’s ever been lost.
Trying to find my way back to where I belong
for a minute there I thought that I was much better off, with death.
But what your saying is right
when the sun comes bright I'm better off with Life.

(Quest)
So I’m goanna get myself right
I don’t want to go insane but I just might
and hopefully it’s just a phase that I’m going through
cause at the moment I just really don’t know what to do.

(Silentuch)
You got to get yourself right
You don’t want to go insane but you just might
Hopefully it’s just a phase that you’re going through
Its just life but you can’t let it get to you.